Why is sun most beautiful when it is setting?
And why only the most beautiful moments we end up forgetting?
I was on a balcony of a condo in Florida,
Looking out at the sunset with my grandfather.
I didn’t know that I would still be thinking about that moment today.
He started talking about the sunset and how beautiful it was,
But I can’t remember exactly what he said.
I can’t quote him.
I can’t remember.
Now I didn’t know that this would be my last real conversation with him.
Well, at least the last one where he could really talk and listen to me.
Now I have a very good memory, ask anyone I know.
I remember my 4th birthday party, I remember every kid in my pre-k class.
In fact, I can name all the presidents, state capitols, and I can even name every country in the whole damn world.
And I would trade all of it and more just to remember one sentence of what he said to me that day.
And every time I think of him, I wish I could go back and relive that conversation.
But I can’t.
And it hurts.
But even though I can’t remember any particular thing he said,
I remember the love in his voice.
For the sunset and for me.
And I know that love will never fade away like a lost memory.
It is a sun that will never set.
And I can feel it now.
I love you Bopper.